Sakit

Terkadang

Hilang bukan untuk menyepi

Cuma aku mahu membawa diri

Agar aku tahu hidup sendiri

Bagaimana untuk berdikari

Tanpa siapa di sisi

Dan kalau aku tak pernah rapuh 

Aku takkan mampu kental

Jadi biarkan aku rapuh, ranap, rabak

Nanti aku mampu jadi kebal

Tapi kenapa sayang

Makin lama makin jauh 

Jurang yang kau cipta

Antara kita berdua

Tak mengapa

Kalau itu yang buat

Kau bahagia, kau gembira

Tak mengapa

Aku sanggup menahan

Rasa sakit

Terima kasih juga

Bila kepercayaan

Bila kesetiaan

Bila kasih sayang

Yang aku beri selama ini

Kau hancurkan dalam sekelip mata

Terima kasih sayang

Setiap hari

Aku cuba untuk senyum

Aku cuba berlagak biasa

Tapi hati aku hancur

Bila semuanya yang aku harap

Musnah satu persatu

Dengan permainan kau.

Kau tk pernah cuba

Untuk mengerti

Apatah lagi memahami

Mungkin

Apa yang aku minta

Cukup keterlaluan bagi kau

Walau sekadar cuma perhatian

Jangan tanya

Kenapa begitu lama aku menyepi

Jangan tanya

Mana aku menghilangkan diri

Kerana aku cuba

Untuk memperbaiki

Hati ini. 

- Ed

Penang Trip - part 1

Hello and Assalamualaikum earthlings! 

As some of you might have known, me and my family went on a vacation to Pulau Pinang (Penang). It was really fun but most of the time it was freakin' exhausting. Well, the journey to Penang took about 3-4 hours I might say. But this time, it took us about 6 hours to arrived there! And its because offfff TRAFFIC JAMMED! Great, just great. My mum start babbling why we're going to Penang plus the weather is really hot and I was like why on earth there was so many people going back to Penang and Perak for God sake! 

Oh well, Alhamdulillah we are safely arrived in Penang at 1pm.

Im so happy we were finally there. So checked in hotel, bring all the bags and stuff, performing our Solat (prayer) and get ready to travel around Georgetown. Oh btw, our hotel is located at Jalan Campbell, Georgetown. 

And this street art is just nearby my hotel. Idk why Im in love with Penang. The places there really attracts me. Well, let the pictures speak for itself

Mama and Ayah! They look so cute hehe

After we had finished walking around, and nowww its time to EAT! Yeayyy my favourite thing to do! So, my dad suggested to eat at Nasi Beriyani Hameediyah

Before

After

Haha you can see that we are really really starving! The food was so good. We havent eat since morning, and now bila dah dapat this Nasi Beriyani, oh God, I just dont want to let go of it. Seriously guys, IT. IS. SO. GOOD. Im in love! Plus we ordered some Murtabak too. 

Behind the scenes of Murtabak making.

I just love their Murtabaks' yknowww

And this is the scenery at night 

And a picture of me -.- this picture really shows that imma fat girl who loves food. Well done Nik Edna.... 

So there it goes my first day in Penang. I'll update my Penang Trip - part 2 soon okayy! 

Lots of Love,

Ed ♥