Here Comes The Feeling You Thought You'd Forgotten

I just cant get over you
The way you touch me
The way you smell
The way you smile
The way you make me laugh
Everything...

I just hope that you will be mine
But no, thats just a dream
I dont know why Im still into you
And I just love the way you treat me
But the worst is that you have no freaking idea what you mean to me

I hope I can find someone like you
To be my husband
Cause you know how to treat me well
And love me the way I am

How am I Supposed to pretend I never want to see you again How I wish Im strong enough To face you everyday I miss you so much it hurts I think of you in everything I do Everywhere I go It's like you're stuck in my head And just won't get out The worst part is I know how happy you are with her... I just cant get over you...

Lots of Love

Ed ♥ 

Duri Dalam Daging

Assalamualaikum uolls! Today, we will learn a Malay Peribahasa which isss "Duri Dalam Daging"

Memandangkan kita nak belajar Peribahasa Melayu, untuk blog kali ini I akan buat sepenuhnya dalam Bahasa Melayu okayyy *wink*
Jadi, apa itu Duri Dalam Daging yang saya maksudkan? Haaa meh sini nak bagi maksud dia ea...

Bagai Duri Dalam Daging.
Maksud: Sesuatu hal yang amat tidak menyenangkan
Contoh: A dan B telah membina syarikat bersama sama, tapi B merupakan duri dalam daging kerana mensabotaj rakannya sendiri, A, dengan menubuhkan syarikat lain untuk menjatuhkan A

Haa lebih kurang macam tu lah contoh dia. Dan ada peribahasa yang sama seperti duri dalam daging ni seperti:
- Musuh dalam selimut
- Gunting dalam lipatan

Maksud dia sama je sebenarnya. Jadi persoalan disini, mengapa wujudnya manusia seperti ini? Sabotaj dalaman boleh berlaku secara sengaja dan terancang, secara tidak sengaja malah juga secara terang-terangan walaupun tidak diakui oleh mereka yang melakukannya. Sama dengan sebuah keluarga, sesebuah institusi mahupun organisasi boleh dengan mudah berkubur dengan berlakunya sabotaj dalaman ini. Barang kali dalam hal ini, mereka yang terlibat mungkin tidak sedar perbuatannya itu adalah sabotaj dalaman yang amat berbahaya, hakikatnya ia boleh terjadi dan kerap dapat kita lihat paparannya di dada media. Seseorang itu boleh melompat kerja atau pun bertukar 'tuannya,' tetapi kerahsiaan dan menghormati mereka yang pernah membantu kita apatah lagi yang memberi peluang untuk kita ke hadapan tentunya amat penting dalam apa jua keadaan.

Artikel Penuh: http://ww1.utusan.com.my/utusan/Rencana/20130214/re_06/Sabotaj-dalaman-Organisasi-boleh-mudah-berkubur#ixzz3VBGPFzqU 
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Apa yang I nak sampaikan kat sini, berhentilah menjadi duri dalam daging. I tak faham kenapa ada sesetengah orang akan bertindak sedemikian, lebih lebih lagi terhadap kawan sendiri yang dah lama kenal dan dah bersetuju untuk menubuhkan syarikat bersama sama tapi akhirnya keadaan menjadi lain. Pelik kan. Ada jugak wujud manusia macam ni. Well, zaman sekarang ni macam macam boleh berlaku. Nasihat saya, berhati hatilah dengan seseorang itu tidak kiralah dia kawan kita ke apa, kalau dia nak buat benda yang uolls tak sangka, dia akan buat. Dah banyak kali dah benda macam ni berlaku dekat diri sendiri. Tapi, hidup mesti diteruskan no matter what. Haa kannn dengan tak semena mena haha. Dah la sebelum I merepek meraban, better I stop sekarang lah ye. My advice is, sometimes you cant trust someone that means so much to you. Aduhh, I cant lah using all Malay words haha bajet much. Well then, gtg now! Its time for lunchy munchy! 

P/S: Sorry kalau post kalini amat membosankan haha kbye

Lots of Love,

Ed ♥

Penilaian Lecturer

Assalamualaikum and a very good morning earthlings!

Im so in a good mood today. Alhamdulillah, everything went well tadi time lecturer datang. At first cuak sangat! Ingat lecturer tu strict lah kan, But thank God dia okay. He just checked our Journal Book and give some comment and advice. Encik Saiyidul, our Manager pun Alhamdulillah, he did give a good feedback about us. Sayang lah Encik Saiyidul hehe. Im so happy! Lega sgt dah lepas penilaian from lecturer. Lepasni just siapkan report and tinggal nak present je dekat Poly nantiii. Cant wait! 

Tak sabar nak habis internship

Tak sabar nak masuk Poly balik

Tak sabar nak study balik

Tak sabar nak jumpa lecturer tersayang dkt Poly tu

And tak sabar nak balik JB!

4 more weeks to go!

Lots of Love,

Ed ♥ 

Favorite Movie

Hey peeps! So Im gonna share about my favorite genre movie off all time, which is ROMANTIC COMEDY MOVIE!

So, why I love romantic comedy kind of movie? Well, I love to be in a part of that movie. I know it sounds so cliche but yea thats me. The cliche type of girl haha. I just love the way their love stories begin. How romantic and sweet *sigh*

Here are some of my favorite romantic movieeeee:























And lots more! Haha. Now Im waiting for another romantic movie to watch which issss




And I just fall in love with this movie theme song, which is from Lily Allen title Littlest Things. I couldnt load the video, so you guys can check it out on YouTube okay ;)

Dear You

Why did you do this to me?
Disappear without any words
Gone like the wind
I just need you
To stay with me
By my side
I really need you
But I cant have you

Yes Im an idiot
For having feeling towards you
But why Im still into you
Please stop torturing me
With this feeling that you gave to me

I still remember the first time you held my hand
I was so shocked
Cause you are belong to the girl that you love
I dont know what to do at that time
And just let your hand intertwine with mine

Why do I miss you
I miss you so much it hurts
But you never knew
Cause you are busy loving someone else
I hope you will be happy with her
Im happy seeing you everyday
Although it makes me hurt so much

The way you touch me
Hold my hands when Im freezing cold
The way you protect me
And care about me
Everything
I just miss everything about you
And now you're gone
Like nothing happened between us

All I want to say is
Dont look for me
When my heart finally told me
To stop wasting my time on you
Take a good care of yourself
When Im gone...

Lots of Love

From the bottom of my heart,

Ed ♥ 

Here's a song for you bro. Especially for you.....

I see you looking at me

Like I got something that's for you

And the way that you stare

Don't you dare

'Cause I'm not about to

Just give it all up to you

'Cause there are some things I won't do

And I'm not afraid to tell you

I don't ever want to leave you confused

The more you try

The less I buy it

And I don't have to think it through

You know if I'm into you

I don't need a man to make it happen

I get off being free

I don't need a man to make me feel good

I get off doing my thing

I don't need a ring around my finger

To make me feel complete

So let me break it down

I can get off when you ain't around

You know I got my own life

And I bought everything that's in it

So if you want to be with me

It ain't all about the bling you bringing

I want a love that's for real

And without that, no deal

And baby I don't need a hand

If it only wants to grab one thing

I Dont Need A Man

- Pussycat Dolls-

Manusia

My current mood all the time

Penat dengan kepura puraan manusia

Bermuka muka

Apakah kau tidak penat

Berkelakuan sebegitu

Andai aku mampu

Gapai fantasi dan tukarkannya

Kepada realiti

Sudah tentu

Aku manusia paling bahagia

Kerana aku boleh gapai

Apa sahaja yang aku mahu

Marilah berlari meraih mimpi

Menggapai langit yang tinggi

Jalani hari dengan berani

Tegaskan suara hati

Dan kuatkan diri 

6 weeks more

Counting days till 17th April 2014

End of Practical

Lots of Love,

Ed ♥ 

Thoughts Of You

There were times when I was with him and it was too much. Does that make sense? When someone stirs a world of emotion in you and its so intense you can barely stand to be with him. 

During those moments I wanted so desperately to leave. To go home, walk into my bedroom, and shut the door behind me. Crawl into bed and lay there in the dark, tracing the outline of my lips with my fingers replaying everything he said, everything we did. I wanted to be left alone, with nothing other than my thoughts of him.

- Lang Leav, Lullabies

Things are not the same anymore

Our situation

Me and you

I'm slowly accepting the facts that we're not like we used to be

Because of people around us

And

Because of you

Why did I fall for you?

Why?

How I regret having you in my life

I want to get rid of you

But, I can't

No matter what

I have to accept the fact

That you are belong to someone

And you will be with her, forever...

Lots of Love,

Ed ♥