The Dean List Cheater

Assalamualaikum and hey everyone! Whatsup? Its been a long time since i update my blog. So as you guys can see, today entry is about The Dean List. Why I wanted to post this entry. Cause today is the day where the Politeknik's student got their result. Pheww...and Alhamdulillah Im including in the dean list BUTTTT im not the dean list "cheaterrrrr". 

The dean list cheater? Wait, what?! What the hell is that??

Okay, chill. Before I start, I would like to congratulate to those students who got great results and pass all of the subjects with flying colors! Yeayyyy! Congrats guys, you did a great job! Hmm but it isnt fair if some of the students got in the dean list because he/she is cheating right? I just wanted to say, SHAME ON YOU. People are like working their ass off to pass the exam and got a good grades while you, can easily pass it because you cheat. Its sooo unfair. What were you thinking? Are you proud of yourself because you pass your examination, and people saying congrats to you, and your parents are so effing proud of you but the fact is you CHEAT. 

Im saying this is not because Im an angel and I have never cheat, LOL, thats bullshit. I once cheat too in my examination. But not most of the time. Sometimes I cheat because Im not feel confident about myself or maybe because I did not had enough study before the examination or test. The thing is I dont get it the people who always like, all the time cheat and in Malay lets say they bring their "toyol" to the test/exam. 

Definition: 
Toyol a slang word to refer to a set of small notes used as a quick reference, usually smuggled during a test or exam. It got its name because it brought in secretly scheming and used without your knowledge to emulate the invigilators during exams

OR IN MALAY

Toyol merupakan perkataan slang bagi merujuk kepada satu set nota kecil yang digunakan sebagai rujukan pantas, biasanya diseludup semasa ujian atau peperiksaan. Ia mendapat namanya kerana ia dibawa masuk secara licik serta digunakan secara sembunyi tanpa pengetahuan pengawas peperiksaan untuk meniru semasa peperiksaan

So now you know what is "toyol" right? Haha so continue... What to be proud of if you got in the Dean List but you cheat? Yea, you might say, "Chillax lah bro, lu buat kecoh pesal. Bukannya ada orang tahu pun aku meniru. Diam diam sudah"
Well, bro, wa kecoh sebab lu tu dah menipu ramai orang termasuk lecturer yang penat lelah mengajar lu and at the same time lu dah menipu mak bapak lu sendiri bro. Dorang susah payah hantar lu pegi study apa bagai, tapi end up lu menipu jugak.

So the point is. Why you need to cheat. You have lied to so many people including your lecturers and parents. Dont you feel ashamed of yourself? Then what will happen next if you are getting used to cheat? You will also cheat in your working life! In fact, you will cheat in your marriage life too! Is that what you want? To spend the rest of your life being a cheater? If you want, then go for it. Be a cheater for the rest of your life. Yes, people will never know. But remember, the one and only God, Allah SWT will always know what did you do during your whole life. Yes, Allah will let you succeed today, but you never know what will happen in the future. There is a karma but in Islam we have Kifarah. What you give, you’ll get back; either its in a good way or vice versa. Allah is fair, you know?

Please, change yourself to be a better one. For your future. And for your family. You will live your life to the fullest. And most importantly Allah will bless your life in every single thing that you do, in sha Allah. So, in this new and last semester, I promise to myself that everytime I want to study, I do it because of Allah and because I want to gain some knowledge. Hope to get a better future and a better life. Yeayyyy! New semester, new book and new life! 

Lots of Love,

Ed  ♥  

Give Up

Im totally giving up on them
What a bitch
Thats what you called a "friend"?
Nahh just forget about it
Now i realize whos the real one
And whos the fake one
I shouldnt trust them 
They are just using me for their own good

Nothing last forever
Including your friends
I just want to finish my diploma
And get over it
Start a new life
Open a new book
And ofcourse i will meet some new people
Yea im ready for that

So goodluck dearself for another few months
For you to finish your diploma
And leave this shitty world
Thank God that He always be there for me when i had a problem
Im thankful for having my family by my side
And for having my boyfriend to support me in anything i do
Without them, Im nothing.

Ed.

Rindu

Kadang kadang aku terfikir

Aku ni penting kah dalam hidup kau?

Ataupun 

Mungkin

Aku ini cuma hanya seperti boneka 

Yang boleh dipermainkan begitu sahaja

Sungguh

Aku rindukan kau

Seperti pungguk rindukan bulan

Setiap hari aku menunggu kau pulang dari kerja

Dan aku berharap

Bahawa kau dapat luangkan masa kau untuk aku

Tapi tidak

Harapan aku hancur

Musnah begitu sahaja

Kau kata jarak bukan penghalang

Komunikasi itu penting dalam sesuatu hubungan

Kau janji kau akan terus bahagiakan aku

Tapi kau bahagiakan aku dengan janji janji manis kau

Tipu kalau aku kata aku tidak rindukan kau

Aku tidak memerlukan kau

Tapi kau seperti tidak memerlukan aku

Dulu lain, sekarang lain

Aku sakit

Mengahadapi kerinduan ini setiap hari setiap malam

Kenapa kau lakukan sebegini terhadap aku

Apa kau tidak sayang lagi sama aku? 

Apa kau tidak cinta lagi sama aku?

Atau apa kau tidak kisah lagi sama aku? 

Sayang

Sungguh aku rindu

Saat kita bersama seperti dahulu

- Ed

Sakit

Terkadang

Hilang bukan untuk menyepi

Cuma aku mahu membawa diri

Agar aku tahu hidup sendiri

Bagaimana untuk berdikari

Tanpa siapa di sisi

Dan kalau aku tak pernah rapuh 

Aku takkan mampu kental

Jadi biarkan aku rapuh, ranap, rabak

Nanti aku mampu jadi kebal

Tapi kenapa sayang

Makin lama makin jauh 

Jurang yang kau cipta

Antara kita berdua

Tak mengapa

Kalau itu yang buat

Kau bahagia, kau gembira

Tak mengapa

Aku sanggup menahan

Rasa sakit

Terima kasih juga

Bila kepercayaan

Bila kesetiaan

Bila kasih sayang

Yang aku beri selama ini

Kau hancurkan dalam sekelip mata

Terima kasih sayang

Setiap hari

Aku cuba untuk senyum

Aku cuba berlagak biasa

Tapi hati aku hancur

Bila semuanya yang aku harap

Musnah satu persatu

Dengan permainan kau.

Kau tk pernah cuba

Untuk mengerti

Apatah lagi memahami

Mungkin

Apa yang aku minta

Cukup keterlaluan bagi kau

Walau sekadar cuma perhatian

Jangan tanya

Kenapa begitu lama aku menyepi

Jangan tanya

Mana aku menghilangkan diri

Kerana aku cuba

Untuk memperbaiki

Hati ini. 

- Ed

Penang Trip - part 1

Hello and Assalamualaikum earthlings! 

As some of you might have known, me and my family went on a vacation to Pulau Pinang (Penang). It was really fun but most of the time it was freakin' exhausting. Well, the journey to Penang took about 3-4 hours I might say. But this time, it took us about 6 hours to arrived there! And its because offfff TRAFFIC JAMMED! Great, just great. My mum start babbling why we're going to Penang plus the weather is really hot and I was like why on earth there was so many people going back to Penang and Perak for God sake! 

Oh well, Alhamdulillah we are safely arrived in Penang at 1pm.

Im so happy we were finally there. So checked in hotel, bring all the bags and stuff, performing our Solat (prayer) and get ready to travel around Georgetown. Oh btw, our hotel is located at Jalan Campbell, Georgetown. 

And this street art is just nearby my hotel. Idk why Im in love with Penang. The places there really attracts me. Well, let the pictures speak for itself

Mama and Ayah! They look so cute hehe

After we had finished walking around, and nowww its time to EAT! Yeayyy my favourite thing to do! So, my dad suggested to eat at Nasi Beriyani Hameediyah

Before

After

Haha you can see that we are really really starving! The food was so good. We havent eat since morning, and now bila dah dapat this Nasi Beriyani, oh God, I just dont want to let go of it. Seriously guys, IT. IS. SO. GOOD. Im in love! Plus we ordered some Murtabak too. 

Behind the scenes of Murtabak making.

I just love their Murtabaks' yknowww

And this is the scenery at night 

And a picture of me -.- this picture really shows that imma fat girl who loves food. Well done Nik Edna.... 

So there it goes my first day in Penang. I'll update my Penang Trip - part 2 soon okayy! 

Lots of Love,

Ed ♥ 

What is Nikah Khitbah?

Why I wanna make this entry? Its because orang Melayu zaman sekarang ni tak dapat menerima lagi konsep Nikah Khitbah ni. And its a knowledge to know about marriage and you will think that Islam is beautiful.



Malay nowadays will think "nanti apa orang kata kalau....."

See, thats the thing. Suka sangat fikir apa orang kata. Its your life, its your marriage, and you're getting pregnant with your own husband. Someone that is already HALAL to you. You guys can do anything. Its just that, Nikah Khitbah ni is still bawah penjagaan parents masing-masing. Rather than you're going out with your gf/bf and you're holding hands and stuffs, its a sin. So tak salah nak menghalalkan yang haram. Tp ada caranya. For those teenagers that is serious in your relationship but you guys are still studying and you wanted to get married, you should watch this video. 



Apa itu Nikah Khitbah? Here's a video from Ustaz Kazim Elias. Just fahamkan and think people.

Lots of Love,

Ed ♥ 

Biar Seribu

Video/ Audio: Biar Seribu - Noh Salleh



Biar seribu tahun lagi
Ku kan menunggu kau disana
Menghimpun duka dan lara
Ingin biar seribu tahun lagi
Ku kan terus katakan janji kita
Berduaan kan selamanya bersama

Dapatkah kau rasakan ini
Sesuatu diantara kita
Gema suara mata ke jiwa
Ku terlena ku harap kau begitu juga

Biar seribu tahun lagi
Ku kan terus menyanyangi diri mu
Walaupun tahu ku takkan selamanya ada

Dapatkah kau rasakan ini
Sesuatu diantara kita
Gema suara mata ke jiwa
Ku terlena ku harap kau begitu juga

Bagaikan matahari
Ku setia menanti dikau yang ku cinta
Bagaikan matahari

Biar seribu tahun lagi
Biar seribu tahun lagi
Biar seribu

"I want to dedicate this song for you Sayang. This song is everything. Its about Me and You. Why I love you so much? Dont ask me why cause my heart chose you. And I hope you are the one Sayang. And please I hope you are the last guy for me. In sha Allah, we will try to stick together through thick and thin. Love you Sayang" 

Lots of Love

Ed ♥