Here's a song for you bro. Especially for you.....

I see you looking at me

Like I got something that's for you

And the way that you stare

Don't you dare

'Cause I'm not about to

Just give it all up to you

'Cause there are some things I won't do

And I'm not afraid to tell you

I don't ever want to leave you confused

The more you try

The less I buy it

And I don't have to think it through

You know if I'm into you

I don't need a man to make it happen

I get off being free

I don't need a man to make me feel good

I get off doing my thing

I don't need a ring around my finger

To make me feel complete

So let me break it down

I can get off when you ain't around

You know I got my own life

And I bought everything that's in it

So if you want to be with me

It ain't all about the bling you bringing

I want a love that's for real

And without that, no deal

And baby I don't need a hand

If it only wants to grab one thing

I Dont Need A Man

- Pussycat Dolls-

Manusia

My current mood all the time

Penat dengan kepura puraan manusia

Bermuka muka

Apakah kau tidak penat

Berkelakuan sebegitu

Andai aku mampu

Gapai fantasi dan tukarkannya

Kepada realiti

Sudah tentu

Aku manusia paling bahagia

Kerana aku boleh gapai

Apa sahaja yang aku mahu

Marilah berlari meraih mimpi

Menggapai langit yang tinggi

Jalani hari dengan berani

Tegaskan suara hati

Dan kuatkan diri 

6 weeks more

Counting days till 17th April 2014

End of Practical

Lots of Love,

Ed ♥ 

Thoughts Of You

There were times when I was with him and it was too much. Does that make sense? When someone stirs a world of emotion in you and its so intense you can barely stand to be with him. 

During those moments I wanted so desperately to leave. To go home, walk into my bedroom, and shut the door behind me. Crawl into bed and lay there in the dark, tracing the outline of my lips with my fingers replaying everything he said, everything we did. I wanted to be left alone, with nothing other than my thoughts of him.

- Lang Leav, Lullabies

Things are not the same anymore

Our situation

Me and you

I'm slowly accepting the facts that we're not like we used to be

Because of people around us

And

Because of you

Why did I fall for you?

Why?

How I regret having you in my life

I want to get rid of you

But, I can't

No matter what

I have to accept the fact

That you are belong to someone

And you will be with her, forever...

Lots of Love,

Ed ♥ 

Putrajaya and Him

Hey peeps! Wassup? Yesterday I had spend time with my guy bestfriend! It was the best! I had a great time with him. As you guys can see in my last post, I had tell you guys that im going to go to KH Tower Rooftop right. Sadly we're not going there because of the traffic jammed. Ugh it sucks *sigh 

So plan changed. We are going to PICC Helipad in Putrajaya. But we had a good time there. Just let the pictures speak. Here's some of it 

ignore my annoying face

the view is nice tho

bruuuh?

PICC

So there it is "some" of the picture hehe. Rasa mcm tenang sangat duk atas ni. Dapatlah jugak release tension uolls. Rasa mcm takde masalah je bila dekat atas tu and I can shared all of my stories and problems with him. Bebas dari masalah untuk sementara waktu.

After a few hours, we went for a dinner together in Tokio Kafe, Cyberjaya. The food is so scrumptios. Its so delish! Im in love with the food. You guys should go and try eat at the Tokio Kafe okayy. I dont have the pictures of the food but if you wanna know their rates, you can check it out on Google okenggg hehe *peace*

And guess what! I got the best present ever! 

I got an UKULELE! The fck maynnn. Its in my WishList! And he gave me this! Omg im so excited and i really cant believe it yknowww. Now im going to learn to play the Ukulele and i will make a cover song for him. Yeay! Thanks a lot bro hehe

So i guess thats all for now 

                                               Lots of love,

                                                      Ed ♥ 

Edna Turns 20

Assalamualaikum uolls

Well, yesterday which is 25th of February 2015, I'm officially turns 20! Yeay good job dear self for made it thru these 20 years brilliantly! *nahhhh not so brilliantly i guess

And yes there were ups and downs but Alhamdulillah I've managed to go thru it nevertheless. I will be in a lot of change starting today but I am sure that I will always be that little spoiled cry baby who will always act tough and put up a happy facade in front of everyone that’ll surely make them believe that I dont have any problems.

I wont promise that I wont have a sudden emotional outburst or whatsoever breakdown in front of my mum or in the phone with my bestfriend but what I can promise is that I’ll do things for myself to feel better, happy, content and be better! Here’s to the days that coming where in your new life and future begins.

Unfortunately, yesterday I had a PMS! God its hurt cause I got a cramp. Im at my office working as usual, suddenly I had a period pain. So Im taking a half day and go back home and just take a rest. Its like the worst birthday ever! Thank God, that night the cramp became much more better. So I thought there's nothing special or surprises for my birthday and I dont expect anything. I dont put a high expectations to get a surprises or what. What I know is my mum's want to treat me some satay because she craved for it haha. But its not just a "makan makan". 

I got a surprise!

I cant believe that my mum, sister and brother plan to make a surprise for me! But the master mind behind this surprise is my super gay bestfriend haha. Act he's not gay. But he's my guy bestfriend. I didnt expect anything at all. I thought my birthday is gonna be super boring and stuff, and I will just receive some nice wishes from all the lovely people. But not! Haha Im so happy the surprise ended really well. I couldnt believe it. And ofcourse I got a present from him pluss a red velvet birthday cake (my favourite) hehe. The best part is, my Birthday ended with a happy ending haha. Thanks to Mama, Nadia, Naim and my gay bestfriend hahaha. I know you read this dude :p

And today, Im going to the KH Tower Rooftop KL to celebrate my birthday (again) with him. Yeay! Cant wait! Hope the weather will be fine this evening, amiinn... So that's all for now.

Lots of Love,
Ed ♥ 

New Blog, New Me

Hello bloggers! Well, as you guys can see I've made another blog to express myself. I dont want to write in my old blog because I want to open a new book. A new journey had begin. So I've decided to make a new one. Pluss its already 2015 for God sake, haha. And im turning 20 this year on 25th February. Yeay! How I've grown up so fast *tears* 

Okay then....

Well, in this blog, I will talk about myself, my journey, love, poetry, books, fashion tips, makeup tips, my outfit of the day and lots more. Im kinda excited to make this blog actually. So yea, new blog, new me :)

Lots of love,

Ed ♥